Im tired of loving but not being loved right.
God put me on this earth because he wanted to see if I would stop loving.
Since I tend to love freely, that energy can be taken for granted or abused.
And I always wish I could take back that love and energy I gave so freely when I get wronged.
Where I get confused is am I loving too much and need to put walls and boundaries? Or
Am I in alignment and it is the rest who are not in alignment, Am I the one who needs to change?
Or do others need to realize this freely giving love. I don't feel naive or as Madeline Argy put it
I have a sign taped to my forehead that says come in here and fuck my shit up.
I think and know god realizes that I have my limits, he knows I'm tired of not being loved right.
Not to neglect the love I do have in my life. But I'm tired.
